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(EssY, Thu 13 Oct 2005, 14:29) the parents are masters of this. without going into a lengthathon i was continuously squirming on the rack of guilt til i was about 12. couldnt stand it anymore and realised it was actually going to lead me to kill myself the way i was spiralling down. dad blamed my mothers nervous breakdown on me (not true), israel podcasts she twisted me evry which way to get what she wanted. An example of papas childlike ability to trip me out... dad would israel podcasts ask me to do something, while i was cooking lunch, wait a minute then spaz and storm off and do it himself (he has a heart condition) while shouting about how useless i was and how i was going to give him a heart attack. he still does this. he didn't speak to me for a month because i went to my grandmothers to see my cousins and help her in the garden and forgot to check if we needed any coal. in july. july! ffs! they honestly behave like 10 year olds in mid strop. i kinda lost all hope for a while, and cared nought for nothing.
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