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But I would feel so guilty. How do you finally make the decision? How will I ever make that decision. She will be so sad when I tell her. How long can I put her life before mine? Why did this have to happen to my mother? My children games are grown and I should be able to go where I want and when I want to. Instead I have games to rush games home from work, or find someone to sit with her. Everyone else can go where they want and not ask me but I always have to check first. How can I get mad at her for asking me the same question over and over she's my mother she took care of me she helped take care of my kids. Sometimes I want to just run away but what would happen to her I'm her only child. I've always been the strong person the one my family & friends turned to for answers I wear this big smile but I'm hurting so baddd. It's taking a toll on my marriage I'm so focused on her, but she needs me. I can't imagine what I'll do when the disease gets worse. People tell me they wouldn't even try but they don't understand you only get one mother it's not so bad some days are better than others.
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